Bullets

There is so much I have yet to say about everything going on in my life. But somedays when I pop by this space, it just feels too solemn and depressed for happy thoughts to thrive 

One day I decide I need to be happy, the next i find myself buried in a pile of loose ends and what not 

The tendency to look back into my life somehow propels me into the future, even though I still find ropes just dangling on empty walls, waiting for me to climb and go back to where I wish I could be right now; or where I don't wna be anymore 

Keep moving they say, even Nemo knows this better than me 

I've seen so many superior things suppressed by mediocrity, but the pursuit of pleasure doesn't stop just there 

Mediocre things don't interest me anymore. I am seeking for something more 

Why dont you satisfy my hunger already

Tangible intangible

Worn out from school everyday 

But I like how it feels. I like how it keep things off my mind. 

Let this fatigue engulf me so it keeps me going. What an irony but you get the drift

Goodnight to my exhausted soul 

Life

Stop. 

It isn't that bad. 

Vines

Need to get used to leaving school at 1030pm and later every Monday..... And sleeping even later bcuz workload just keeps piling up 

Only 8.03pm on a Tuesday and my eyelids can barely hold themselves up anymore 

But ironically I don't mind feeling this tired everyday so ill just go to bed without sinking in em' depressing and incessant thoughts 

I am weird

But that's okay

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The truth hurts, but the truth heals. 

What am I still sad about?

Tidal waves

To not beat yourself up over things you can't change

I need to learn. But as easy as it seem, everything visual right now just makes me want to bury my face into the sheets and sleep forever 

Work load is crazy and everything else just follows 

Someone grant me the strength to pull through this arduous semester

Passenger - Things That Stop You Dreaming

Well if you can't get what you love, you learn to love the things you've got/ If you cant be what you want, you learn to be the things you're not/ If you cant get what you need, you learn to need the things that stop you dreaming