Thursday, July 25, 2013

Swim deep

Oh why hello there

Had a free day today on the first week of school because nie has yet to start. But free days are evil, they disrupt my on going momentum 

Been sleeping the whole of today and who knows where this fatigue came about

Everything is going too fast in my life. I have yet to come to face that I'm in the last year of studies in NAFA, and soon enough ill be dealing with more than what I'm capable of 

Thinking about what's in stall for me in future gives me the creeps but what's better than embracing it with open arms?

I have decided too, that I want to focus on my studies for now and dish aside whatever distracts me. I want to do well not only for my parents but for everyone that looks highly upon me. 

Days have been better than mundane but not so much worth elaborating. Just living life and pretty much just having more alone time 

Some days I feel like I need somebody to be in my life to share my joy and carry my pain. But somedays I know if I'm not strong enough to hold myself together how do I hold two 

Its the longest time i havent had anyone alongside but being alone isn't that bad after all 

The time to feel again will come, for now contentment shall get me by

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