Fck

Some people just don't fucking get it

Lights that guides

Frustrated with nothing at all 

Started Tuesday well with positive feedback from the hardest lecturer to please but when dawn approached everything changed

I don't know wtf I'm feeling right now but one thing I'm sure- it doesn't feel good. 

Am I still sour over things I cannot change? 

So many things on hand to think about, but I wish I had even more so it occupies every empty cell in my brain to stop negative thoughts from coming in. I keep talking about how change is the only constant and the only person whom doesn't practice what they preach is me

I feel like an idiot sometimes but that's okay. We all feel stupid somedays 

My space practically revolves around the same things all the time. Everything underneath this skin is bored to the bones 

Till when am I gonna allow this pretense to take me by the nose? 

What am I actually feeling? But then again so what if I know, nothing's gonna change

Maybe the truth is I don't want to get better, I still want to live in denial.

Life sucks. I'm a weirdo. Bye

What makes you smile

Haven't felt like this in a long while, in a good way that is

Aloha you all. I wonder if anyone still reads this space since it feels so gloomy here all the time 

Just wna say that the way an individual embraces change says alot about what they are made of. I used to be so scared of changes, for awhile I hated it. I hate it when things change, good or bad, happy or sad 

But it finally got to me that change is the only constant. If we stay put at where we are and stop at whatever we're comfortable with, life will just remain as it is. 

And remember how we're always told to live life instead of just being alive? Yeah there you go 

For a long while I've been hesitant to make changes bcuz i lack the courage to take risks, and I've had people alongside me telling me what perfection seems like to them. Right now it actually feels good knowing that I don't have anyone to dictate what makes me appear 'better'

We all wna see the world and make people see it in the same spectrum as ourselves. But if we take a step back and go beyond whatever restricts us, this world actually has so much more to offer 

Doing what makes you feel good is what matters at the end of the day