Started Tuesday well with positive feedback from the hardest lecturer to please but when dawn approached everything changed
I don't know wtf I'm feeling right now but one thing I'm sure- it doesn't feel good.
Am I still sour over things I cannot change?
So many things on hand to think about, but I wish I had even more so it occupies every empty cell in my brain to stop negative thoughts from coming in. I keep talking about how change is the only constant and the only person whom doesn't practice what they preach is me
I feel like an idiot sometimes but that's okay. We all feel stupid somedays
My space practically revolves around the same things all the time. Everything underneath this skin is bored to the bones
Till when am I gonna allow this pretense to take me by the nose?
What am I actually feeling? But then again so what if I know, nothing's gonna change
Maybe the truth is I don't want to get better, I still want to live in denial.
Life sucks. I'm a weirdo. Bye
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