Slow yet steady air blowing out from the only working machine in this cold dark space makes the best resting environment ever, and now you question why I'm not asleep
Tonight is one of those nights where I feel so much more about everything than usual
You know somedays I really just wna get access to this online diary and delete everything that appears before my eyes bcuz so what if I pen them down
It doesn't guarantee no shit
But then again after all has come into place, it feels nice to look back once in awhile and know what years in my life were wasted on (happy or sad it doesn't matter)
To that I have no doubts about this horrible indecisiveness living in me
That aside, some things which should have gotten into my head since forever is finally in
I no longer find myself wanting to please just anyone else anymore. It's not about compromising and conforming to things when I don't get my way, rather it is about time I start to care for myself like I do for others
No doubts to say everything works two ways. The phone, people, and even the traffic. So why should we feel miserable just so the other party could feel otherwise? Gaining joy out of misery is just sick in the mind
It has to come to a point in life where people get tired of doing things they do not like, and I guess this new phase in life is just as hard to pull through as whatever frontiers we were made to conquer
To better days ahead they say
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