Wanted to just jot things down on a notebook like i would usually do but unfortunately i've ran out of one so here i am today
I don't know what made me decide that sharing my personal life on public space doesn't seem that appealing anymore. The moment i write about how happy i am, the next i find myself trapped in four walls of grief
Tbh i am not a rash person, but when i know of a minor detail of something that can affect me and everything else after that, all i want to do is to dig out the truth and the core of that issue. All that suspense and uncertainty i just can't deal with
Thankful however that i got to say whatever i felt like i needed to, and even more thankful to have ears backing up my tears. I just wish people would always listen before making a stand point on whatever issues they face in life
Right now i am so afraid of losing everything i have in my life. The number of people whom have walked out on me in the past just makes me feel like i am of no worth to be loved at all
Fear? Or love you say
Keeping my fingers crossed that whatever is forthcoming will go smoothly and even better than planned. I cannot afford to keep loving one now and losing everything then
I get tired too......
And always remember that you do not give up on the people you love, whatever it may be
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